I apologize to stereokid for being a complete ***hole. I was angry and irrational, which I am most of the time. Right now, I'm feeling really pissed and I want to burn off some steam. There is no way to burn off steam, I would only alienate more users here. The reason why I was so mean to stereo is because my shrink said the exact same thing to me when I was feeling blue, " I'm not going to join your pity party". I felt really pissed after that and I am still pissed off at him. I foolishly took it out on other users, and there is no excuse for that. Sigh, I'm afraid my anger will only grow the more, and I'll do something really stupid to get myself in trouble again.

You can flame me if you like, I don't mind.
I accept your apology, but with lots and lots of effort. What I mean by that, is that it's going to take me lots and lots of hard work to accept this apology.