I don't feel too great. I don't feel terribly bad. I don't know; I am a mixed bag of emotions. It's probably reasonable I feel like this, considering all I have went through. But Autism Initiatives appears to be getting off scot-free with all they did.
Unfortunately, the court decided three things which I thought was (in my opinion) unjustly harsh. These three things and their other decisions, are:
* I cannot contact Sara or Joanna for up to 5 years. Possibly less than this, but that depends on my conduct from now on.
* I won't be able to live in the supported flat or have help from the agency anymore. This really hurts me, a lot. My things must be moved out.
* I cannot go to the Autism Initiatives office in Edinburgh. This is probably because they know I blame Cathy S.
*I have to see a supervision officer for 18 months.
*I cannot enter the streets they live on. I never even knew Sara had moved, but they told me the street name only.
I called Partners in Advocacy. They told me to wait until their allocation day. The best I could get is a formal complaint sent out. It won't change a thing.
I feel very depressed these days. I am viewing a flat today, but if I get it, I won't be able to move into it until in June. I've occasionally called their office(s) just to get pretty much fobbed off and my emails go largely ignored. But I can see why that is. We're no more, and they never wanted to take any responsibility anyway.
I don't think I'll go to another support agency. I'm not sure if I can trust a great number of people any longer. What the agency did also depleted most of my declining confidence anyway.
29 Apr 2015, 4:34 am
