RedMage wrote:
I would go out, but I'm not allowed.
Why are you not allowed to go out? You are old enough that you should be allowed to go out, that is insanity...and if you cannot go out, then all I can suggest is that you explore the world via the internet and learn as much as you can here so that when you finally are given your freedom, you know how to deal with it better.
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