Summing Myself Up

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Going back , on the day that about 2/6 of my SSDI comes in (The other days of the month in comes in 1/6 slices .) I , as I said , " rushed around - chicken's head cut off " , and what I had originally planned was more than I could do , especially " going to Palo Alto " , and I am still a little unclear as to how you would get there from San Jose (And , KK , I think you were mistaken about how much the bus costs to get from SC to SJ , I think it's the cheaper one ~ However , I am still , even right now , unclear as to how , once you get to SJ , you get to Palo Alto/Stanford Hospital from there .)
And , I think the shower wasn't enough to get rid of the infestation completly , but reduced it somewhat .
So I stayed HL in SC ~ The new clothes REALLY weren't enough ~ The next day , instead of getting new shoes (These Chaco sandals I have are REALLY shredding apart .) , I got some additional layers of clothing at the Sally which improved it from really to cold to not quite warm . Improved .
Speaking of " shredding " , my main suitcase (A wardrobe , actually .) really has headed into " shredding " stage .
Probably worse my tendency to accumulate (After all , as a HL person I'm supposed to sit , cross-legged and barefoot , on a mountain top , or something , w/one minimal pack or something and acheive enlightenment ?) .
I think it's been rather proven that the " conventional " " getting help " means in SC are gonna get me nothin' .
I think I said most-if-not-all of every fsact here in the " Housing " post .
Frankly , it maybe is looking like another jail term may be the only way that I could get some lie-down/putting my feet elevated and some pills/care - Important , respectively , in that order .
I do think I have to make it not to obvious , if so .
As far as doing something that might get me actually incarcerated but not a felony or violent , perhaps some more Grin And Bear It graffiti ? That might make all concerned mad enough to prosecute...Frankly , maybe even a few monthy in the county can might be the only way my toe ever heals ? Bite the bullet .
I sure don't have anything else apparent as I think I have just outlined . ?????

The best way to get arrested on purpose on a minor charge is to continually jaywalk and basically block traffic on the road in front of a police station.

I'm sorry you're not in Canada or I'd just let you stay in this empty bedroom in my house that no one is using.

The best way to get arrested on purpose on a minor charge is to continually jaywalk and basically block traffic on the road in front of a police station.

I'm sorry you're not in Canada or I'd just let you stay in this empty bedroom in my house that no one is using.

...The whole question of what charges Santa Cruz has against me now is unanswere by them ~ They seem to be rather not up-to-date in listing summo-nses and court dates - I have looked repeatedly through the sccourt.net entering my name , and have found nothing ~ and when I was at the Project Homeless-Connect , the " help clear up your legal problems " booth could not find all of my then-active and maybe some now-inactive?? camping tickets ~ It stopped at listing 70 or so ...And it could find naught relating to the couple of I) think " more serious " (Misdemeanor rather than infraction ?) ones including the one which may have , as of t7his time , turned into an arrest warrant against me now .
I didn't get those new shoes because I spent it on thos additional (Not THAT much , actually .) addityional trunk-covering clothing...Look , I am walking like I have shackles around my feet already , and the luggage is SO heavy ...
If I) could get $ufficient I guess I'd try to go to Palo Alto/Stanforsd Hospital , but NOW , it's 100% nondoable...

...The police station is rather in an alcove/cul-de-sac (Kind of .) , and further away from downtown.........

It's 5.00 from SC to SJ via Caltrans, then 4.00 from SJ to Stanford.

According to google maps

...Does all of this " planning for prison " seem odd ?
Well...How else would I get (MAYBE) some lie-down time and basic nursing ?
Bluntly , I'm not getting it anywhere else .
I kicked back up my " response to ' amputation ' post " line , which was written before & after the 2013 " porridge " time .
I did , then (I also stared a " prison memories " - " jail memories " line that I never finished) , say " nothing violent happened to me in jail " - While that's - basically - true , some close calls/threats sort of happened .
Maybe I'm/I was trying to have " an adventure/a somewhat unpleasant experience to say you've done-experienced it ?perhaps even " bond with your homies " (maybe) over ? - Like the Marines or Outward Bound (In theory) or a monastery ? But , bluntly ~ IS this the only way I'll get lie-down/treatment ?
Even in 2013 , one judge (Luckily , a proimise had alredy been established with another judge .) threatened/waved the possibility of a six-month sentence at me ...Whoopee ?

I wish your jail ideas didn't make sense--but they do, to a certain extent.

...Well , if it DOES happen , and it;'s a long time ~ I hope some people might contact me/send me , maybe , stuff-whatever !
I have , as you know , KK , asked two friends here to , if I dogo there , post about it ~ and give people the opportunity to contact those two people and get my real name/details of how to contact me in any sense , etcetera .

...KK , you know about the particular jail buddy I've lost track of (He went upstate to prison , I got out , we corresponded for a while and I sent him a little $ but we have fallen out of touch and I couldn't trace him) ~ I mentioned my " never (almost , anyway) feeling romantic/sexual love in my life " ~ ~ I felt some empathy(??) caring for him...........Something thathappened w/a younger (just turned 18) inmate there (I was rather being a " big brother/grandad ") .

...A lot happened this ayem , namely that the police giving seemingly another ticket for camping for being in the enclave of a downtown jewelry store once again - It's got lights and a teeny bit of warmth from the light (This allowing reading) and space - found out I guess about the warrant for arrest ($2500 bail) put out on me when I didn't show up for this early May - court date for a " stronger " charge (A misdeamanor , not an infraction , IIRC) - However , instead of arresting me , they gave me still another court date , more than a month away , which had happened before with this very same charge , this May court date I missed being an instantly-assigned replacement for an earlier one
Not wanting to take an hour filling out forms to arrest me being a reason for not taking me in ? Feeling merciful ? Not wanting , in a " the CIA doesn't talk to the FBI " manner , to interact with the Santa Cruz Sheriff's Department (though that's how all local arrests are handled here) ?The bail being below a threshold for " This is the point where we automatically arrest " point ? I didn't get the standard camping ticket after the new date summons - As far as camping tickets , just in shear number , when the Homeless Connect thing happened , a po-po/sheriffs' office booth said I seemed to have 60 - as much as the program would tell them , there was apparently more (A number of the listed camping tix were , apparently , no longer in effect/expired ones) !

...You know , when I was in Seattle , I IIRC posted asking for some help in getting transportation to social services , with my having to carry around my ball & chain all day (with my still-not-yet declined to its present state post-amputation
left toe remnant) and some help in fixing my little electronics (Long gone - stolen - by now) , specifically saying that I was not asking for the " big " help of cash or a place to stay , and , in presumably Aspie-heavy Seattle , I received NO response that way .

...Okay...........I got a lesser amount of money out of my ATM account this ayem via cash-back with no fee at CVS so as to take generally less out if I am arrested and let go after the " five-hour tour " they do at the SDSP's jail here so I'll have some immediately accessible $ at hand , and did some " treating myself before I say goodbye to the world " , but not actually buying " long-term " stuff - and then did enough GABI-oriented graffiti - Figby Abides ! !! !! !! !! - that , um , since in the past I was kind of warned/criticized for what I had celarly done , perhaps I might be arrested when I actually DO step out on Pacific Avenue - Look , anything else aside , I MAY be the only way I can get enough lie-down to (maybe) have my foot heal ! !! !!
PERHAPS it could even set up an upon-release " Housing Now ! " situation but , especially given recent events , that maybe might be unlikely ...Um , COULD this be The Only Way I Get Enough Lie-Down To Heal ? And , considering what I might have to do to get that (remember the 2013 judge)...Might it turn into several months ?
I think that would put my SSDI in suspension , anyway (Not , I think , in theory " punishment " - but " your needs are being taken care of " , so , kicking in after 30 days...) ?

Yep...if you're in jail, you don't get your SSDI.

...Um ~ if I am in that long , and, um , if/when my approach becomes near , MAYBE some " setting up release transition social worker " might try to work it so it at least starts you anew (No " from-the-31-plus days " , just starting again with , for argument , the 14 days remaining pro-rated of that month if I am released at the " 14 days remaining " point of a month ?
Um , REALLY . AM I EVER GONNA GET ENOUGH LIE-DOWN , AND PILLS/TREATMENT (In THAT order of importance .) ANY OTHER WAY ?
I've already done it(The " tagging " .) , hey .
I'm sort of trying to " set it up that I'm arrested while busking " , for some " street cred " . Baby .