I have test anxiety whenever I'm about to take an exam...I feel so pressured to do well on tests...I think I've had test anxiety since I was in junior high... Why can't I just let it go and be cool about it and do the best I can...after all, none of the tests, whether I did well on it or poor on it had much impact on my real life...except for a few... Oh well, I admit that doing my best is important...because I guess grades can affect some aspects in life...but...I think it's no good to be overly concerned with it.
I think sometimes I get overly concerned with grades because I consider it as an important part of who I am. But actually it's not. I should be OK even with poor test results...
My reaction would be either to get overly concerned with the test which leads to stress/hard work and better results, or not studying at all which leads to bad results and guilt, feelings of emptiness and unworthiness and stress...
I think I should first accept my anxious self and then try to create a balance...
Anyway, I'd rather write papers than take exams...can't wait to graduate and be done with tests...
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