should I leave wp?

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lots of people here seem to think that me being different is wrong. odd being on the wrong planet and all. so I'm not sure I should post here anymore, and whats the point of being here if i don't' post. i came here thinking it was a support forum for aspies who are seen as wrong and bad just about everywhere else. a safe heaven out from the storm. but seems aspies are no different then nts, our brains are wired different but we're just as judgmental.
seems it just causes rifts me posting. even when I try to come around to their point of view some it still upsets them. It may not seem like I'm trying but I am and its really draining and stressful and then it still gets backlash despite all that which is depressing. I'm starting to feel my efforts are pointless here. stuff I say gets twisted or people say I say stuff I didn't. or assume I have some goal I don't

I've withdrawn so far, I don't go outside my house anymore. I feel maybe i should just cut all human ties and never talk to anyone again. idk how I'll get food though so maybe I'll starve to death. well probably slowly my family does get dinners that I eat few days a week. haven't gone to get groceries if i dont' got today I'll run out of my remaing v8(ran out of everyting else) in a day or so. I'll have to try to go out and be the least burden to the public I can I guess. not the point. though


the things that are important to me are important. others don't' see them as important. which would be one thing but then they feel the need to attack me for finding them important. this is so bizarr to me. i don't do that to others. or I try not to. i realize sometimes with politics whats important to me and important to others comes to a head. but with other things. like how one finds happiness. don't have a problem with others finding it differently.

feels like its just getting worse every time i post and trying to do damage control makes it worse still. so might be btter to just throw in the towel.

I don't think you should.

Sly, you've gotta stop doin' this----you gotta stop being so down, on yourself.....

Every time you start one of these threads, people rush to support you----why can't you believe the people who are telling you what a GOOD, KIND, INTELLIGENT person, you are? There are ALOT of people here who are GOOD to you----who treat you with RESPECT----cuz that's what you DESERVE----that's what you have EARNED.....

You've gotta just stay away from these people that are pooter-heads!!

Things WILL get better----people SUPPORT you, here----I'm trying to help you find a job----people really CARE about you, here----don't let the suck-wads get you down!!

Now----get over there, and tell those idiots to stop pickin'-on the confederate flag!! (wink)

Yeah...Listen to Campin Cat!

It's common for people here to assume someone has a "hidden agenda". They make that assumption, and use it when responding to you.

However, I find that contrary to what it means to have an ASD.

Cmon Sly.....you have to go to the grocery to get food, man.

Please do that. It might make you feel better.

You're just a man in the street, not a burden when you're out in the street.

i did manage to go out even though i felt uncomfortable. I got a banana sulrpy from 7 eleven, been years since got one as they stopped carrying that flavor. was happy rest of the night so I stayed off here. I should have enough food to last me about 2 weeks so I won't have to go out again except for the meeting with the job developer.

just more chicken and rice, though instead of cheese and chips for nachos I got some loyds shreded bbq chicken and beef. hopefully it'll last me same amount of time.

just knowing how women think of me as so worthless. I don't like to see them knowing that.