Rambling: Partied hard for the first time in my life!

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That was a misleading title. With a shovel in my hand I was putting back the fertilizer on the conveyor belt. During the graveyard shift. I had to take this job to pay the bills. What the hell did i get myself into? I was a zombie by the end (or beginning) of the day. I couldn't find anything else than this s**t job. This is so demoralizing. Going to college to get a fancy degree and end up with this. The work itself isn't bad (as for someone with asd). It's very... repetitive. But that's ok. My problem is the ungodly hour I have to work in. Also it feels like work - sleep - some downtime - repeat. I also feel the depression that was gone for some months is coming back.

Working at 4 or 5 am is not good

Ah I've done similar work. I did it for 2 years in a factory on night shift but now I'm doing other things. Can you get something else lined up but stay in that work till then?

Also you will get used to it. The first month is difficult.