I dont want to live anymore...?

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Too many mean people, too much lonliness.... too much boredom.... im stuck in alternative school dont worry, im not going to kill myself, but if I died I wouldn't really mind.... at least i'd have an afterlife (at least according to my beliefs)

Please don't die. Sometimes I find beauty in the simplest things [like sunsets and rainbows and my favourite foods and playing and writing and smelling flowers and wonderful, wonderful things].

thank you. although i was never going to die in the first place...

Makes me think of one of my favorite quotes:

“The inferno of the living is not something that will be; if there is one, it is what is already here, the inferno where we live every day, that we form by being together. There are two ways to escape suffering it. The first is easy for many: accept the inferno and become such a part of it that you can no longer see it. The second is risky and demands constant vigilance and apprehension: seek and learn to recognize who and what, in the midst of inferno, are not inferno, then make them endure, give them space.”

Life is quite a lot of just dealing with other peoples BS, but it's worth it in the end if you can hold your own and find other people who you can grow stronger with.

That's a pensive and interesting quotation, Feyokien! I've actually been having trouble remembering that life is often like a river and that I need to slow down and enjoy it as much as I can.

The sedimentologist in me could go on and on about load transportation and refinement in long vs short system for river sediment transportation systems.

You kind of lost me at 'sedimentologist'.

No! Please don't Think about the joys in your life. It does not necessarily need to be something involving people. It can be video games, food, or even a pet.

Sediment means soil. Maybe he's an agricultural expert of some kind?

Seriously. I don't think the guy wants to commit suicide. I think he feels like lots of teenagers when they feel it "all isn't worth it anymore."

Yeah, he even said it in his original post, he's just a very angsty 16 year old who feels like his life if spiraling out of control. It's normal to feel that way for AS people at that age. All the training wheels are about to be pulled soon and hopefully you know how to fly. Sedimentology is the study of sediment transportation and distribution, such as quartz sand, feldspars, clays, etc. I'm a geology major, I study rocks.