why did you do that?

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A day of mourning is something that should be observed but what i can't understand is why would somebody do that? Why would a parent or caretaker kill the one they were supposed to love? What possesed them to look that person or child or adult in the eyes and then just do it like ripping the breaks out of their car? That's even worse than being betrayed by a friend because it's your family. Your flesh and blood that was supposed to protect and love you and they just............didn't. My mother manipulated me as well as my father and several teachers.
My father manipulated me into thinking that he was a hero by stealing me when I was an infant.
My mother manipulated me when I was going to get married to my husband. She did this by convincing him that instead of waiting until things had smoothed out, like we had planned, to just go ahead and go to the courthouse.
Just so we could sleep in the same bed and give her her bedroom back because I had been staying in there for the time being. My grandma did nothing to stop her and just agreed and the same day is when it happened and I had a nervous breakdown during the "ceremony".
She wrote me off as someone who needed to be gotten rid off instead of her daughter.
I can't bring myself to hate her though and nobody would understand when I said that I couldn't feel any hatred towards her because I didn't know how to.
I don't understand it and it's not fair that this happens.

(moved to The Haven)

So sorry to hear you have had to go through this. Not your fault if others manipulate you.

However, you're not alone and many of our members have similar stories to tell. Thus this topic was moved to a more suitable forum so it can be viewed by those who may be able to offer the right kind of advice.