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ImAnAspie
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13 Oct 2015, 7:01 am

"My misfortunes in life make me want to die and I know you couldn't care less".

That's the world we live in.

I know you know how I feel. What state I'm in - and for you to know that, to truly know and fully comprehend that and still not care is more than just negligence. It's down right criminal!


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13 Oct 2015, 7:51 am

I don't think the Myna Birds want you to go.



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13 Oct 2015, 8:07 am

ImAnAspie wrote:
I know you know how I feel. What state I'm in - and for you to know that, to truly know and fully comprehend that and still not care is more than just negligence. It's down right criminal!

Maybe not. How you can be sure of it?



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13 Oct 2015, 8:22 am

Each day I just wish I didn't have to wake up. Life is so hard. When I was young I used to fight n fight n fight against the way I am but the older I get n the more failed attempts I have behind me the harder it gets. I plan to increase my psych meds to try n numb myself as much as poss cus I don't have the strength to keep fighting. I can't think of any option I haven't tried. I have 2 degrees I've had about 20 jobs lived in as many places... I still have no sexuality... Only things that keep me going are my parents and my cat. I wish I had a solution. Death would hurt my mum and dad so much but sometimes I dont think even they understand how difficult life is.



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13 Oct 2015, 8:51 am

Congratulations on your two degrees, Marsian.

As long as you treat people decently, and treat yourself decently, it doesn't matter if you have a "sexuality."

If you want one, it will come once you stop trying to seek it.



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13 Oct 2015, 10:20 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
I don't think the Myna Birds want you to go.


Thanks Kraftie :)


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14 Oct 2015, 1:57 am

Marsian wrote:
Each day I just wish I didn't have to wake up. Life is so hard. When I was young I used to fight n fight n fight against the way I am but the older I get n the more failed attempts I have behind me the harder it gets. I plan to increase my psych meds to try n numb myself as much as poss cus I don't have the strength to keep fighting. I can't think of any option I haven't tried. I have 2 degrees I've had about 20 jobs lived in as many places... I still have no sexuality... Only things that keep me going are my parents and my cat. I wish I had a solution. Death would hurt my mum and dad so much but sometimes I dont think even they understand how difficult life is.



You really don't want to go the psych meds route. It's no fun being a zombie (and I speak from personal experience) :cry: