I Don't Understand Myself

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I have a severe performance anxiety. My doctor says it's depression. I get confused, mess up, get overwhelmed, quit. I have all these hopes and dreams. I feel like this one problem has to be addressed before I can move forward. Yet, I'm not sure how to explain it. I feel like giving up and just going on benefits. No one will listen to me when I try to explain or reach out for help.

I can hardly write for being so scared of making an error. I'm slow...slower than most.

All of this is frustrating... Even when I try to work on these things on my own, it seems that I get no where.

This is just a rant. I'm not even sure it makes sense.

Hey FizzyOrange.

Would you be able to get a second opinion? From another psychologist or psychiatrist? Or maybe get a referral to a therapist or psychologist who would be able to help you work through some of your issues? Sometimes you have to keep pushing and asking for help, and hopefully, you'll meet the one person who will be able to assist you or at least direct you to the right person.

What field are you interested in?

p.s. Your post made sense, so don't worry about it.

Writing and editing.