hurtloam wrote:
Just feeling stressed about life and relationships. I was going to give WP a break, but it's 3am and I can't sleep and I have no one to talk to.
It seems no matter how hard I try I can't make friends. I'm Always the one making all the effort. When I stop, no one is there. No one invites me anywhere. No one likes me. I'm Always the one left out.
I wish I was a better person, outgoing and friendly, positive and happy, but I'm just a weird loser.
Men don't want me either. I'm Always rejected. It hurts so much. I lack something other women have and I don't know what it is. Why would anyone want me when there are so many normal women to choose from.
I'm so lonely. I wish I never had to wake up again. I spent most of today crying.
I wish I could fix whatever is wrong with me. I'm so unhappy. I wish we could just be allowed to die instead of having to push ourselves through every painful empty day.
You....you again??
STOP STEALING MY STORY!
It is patented you know?
I had exactly the same issue when it comes to friends (lately, they are all away in life), but I had always to do constant effort to maintain friendships.
For example, in my master's 2 years, I had two close colleagues who were both always with me, they were friends... We were used to go for outing after class too.
Just after graduation, I wanted to maintain this friendship with both, I made sure to call them once every weekend and asked if we can go out for lunch...etc. Got declined every time with some excuse, they never called and I eventually gave up.
As for dating, I am lately afraid from commitment, but the ones I liked never liked me or wanted me as bf. All what I got in life so far with women is casual sex.
08 Nov 2015, 10:30 pm
