I am worthless!

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I am worthless, I have no voice, no right to vent maybe its all true I am useless and worthless, I am a whiny little baby and should not stick up for myself, If I do I am the bad guy, I am always the badguy even if I dont do anything, I am stupid have no use for anything in society sexism against males is ok and I should just let it happen, I am scum I am useless and stupid and if I am raped or abused its my own fault Im a man and I don't matter I am not important and never will be. Maybe its best I should just jump off a highway overpass and get it over with, i dont care how many people say they care about me anymore its a damn lie so I can be tormented more, at least I wont have these negative flashbacks anymore! The world is bull and I have to be blamed for the worlds problems no matter what I do and I cannot take a stand against it, maybe I should just be the martyr for everything, or just be roadkill on a street, it will make a nice holiday present for the world to see! Maybe Im overreacting I dont know anymore, I cant think clearly, I feel great pain inside but I must just bear more pain and be blamed for every damn thing! I am male so instantly I am bad no matter what I do, I am useless and worthless no matter how much I try to attempt to prove the world wrong, no how much I achieve and try to help others I will always have to be kept down and blamed fr things I have nothing to do with, its because I am male and maybe other stuff, I don't matter and never will, society will always prove that, it is what it is. *sigh* I am not to stand up for myself ever and I should just be the punching bag for the worlds problems.

Sexism against men is ok, blaming men on everything wrong is ok! Blaming men who have nothing to do with oppression is ok! All men are scum, I am a man so I am scum I am bad so i must just shut up and accept that, I was abused by a woman and raped by a woman that's empowerment to women, due to the countless women raped and abused by men so I have to take the reverse effect and have it happen to me, then blamed for other s**t I don't do and I don't agree with but I am a man, so I don't matter, and all men are worthless and useless, so in a sense I am useless and worthless and if I disagree I will be banned! So I guess its truth I am worthless and all men are worthless and bad! There is no such thing as a good man regardless of good deeds and a good heart for others! We are all bad! All men are bad, all women are good!

Why am I still alive, why should I keep living if I am scum by birth? If I am to vent im going to get banned, I am probably going to get banned anyway for trying to speak up for myself, I am sick of sexism against my sex and gender, I am angry! But I need to shut up and take this crap! So it means all men are bad, all men are useless and stupid and women are perfect and there is no such thing as a bad woman because women are superior to men and men are all stupid people! I have no right to stand up against sexism and abuse to my sex and gender, I must accept that. We are worthless and not human, we have no feelings we are just pigs and scum and should be sent to gas chambers! If I dissagree then I am going to be banned! Maybe it will be easier if I just hop off a highway overpass and be another statistic of male suicide rates and prove my point and actually raise awareness? My ex told me I was always a pushover and pathetic for being so soft, maybe shes right, maybe it is true and I am also worthless like she said and maybe it was funny I slit my wrists, she did laugh about that. I am nothing more than property or something to blame for everything, wtf am I still alive to deal with this kinda s**t? Im a man, I get these thoughts times and time again, and maybe they are right and me ranting on some movement about their issues because sometimes radicals spew crap that offends me and blaming me for their problems too? So I am at fault for that too! So I am the source of all to blam! Maybe if I am gone from this world someone else can take the blame, because I am tired of it! Maybe if I am no longer alive the world will be a better place, one less male to blame, one less male on this planet. The overpass overlooking El Camino Real and Highway 85 at around 5 p.m. seems like the best time to jump, the traffic is at its highest. Goodbye Wrong Planet, perminently, goodbye Earth I will have to do this for the best and to benefit humankind!

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if there is one skill you should learn and take to heart, it's the one of being able to choose who to listen to and who to ignore. harder than one thinks but, i think it is something that can/could have save(d) you multiple times.

please don't go to that overpass.

Sorry but it is what I must do, I need to prove my point and be another statistic of male suicide and raise awareness for the better good, I would also rid the world of another worthless scumbag piece of garbage, and that would be me! We men are all bad and have no issues and are not victims and need to open the worlds eyes this is reality! To wake up the world that we are equal we are human beings and have to face problems too and are mistreated! The world needs to wake up! So my life going to waste will do just that and WP will be happier with me dead, I have been breaking many rules anyway with my feminism venting crap! Its best I am gone! No more posts! I wont beable to post anymore if I am dead!

Hi Otaku,

You know, you might have a lot in common with women who have had a similar experience as you.

To find out though, here on WP you might need to stop giving out about women and feminism.
I mean I could give out about MRAs for much the same reasons as you, but you never hurt me, so I wont rant about all men that believe in equal rights and possibly cause upset to people who can relate to my experiences, but with the opposite gender.

The radical feminists are very different to the vast majority of women, they do not represent my beliefs about equal rights. From what I remember, this is a bad time of year for you. The person who hurt you, is not the same as all other women. I wouldn't hurt you, I might even give you a hug.

I feel I am to blame for everything, I am the source of all problems because I am male, I did not choose to be male, I just want to live my life but feel even I have to take blame for everything, being in an abusive relationship and being abused by a woman, yes there are abusive women its rare but it happens, I happened to be the sucker to be both mentally abused and even forced to have sex with her when I was not in the mood and depressed from her mental abuse but had to comply otherwise she would tell the neighbors I beat her even though I never hit a woman in my life but the way things go they will believe the woman so she took advantage of that! The rad fems get in my way and blame their problems on me as well and yes they are sexists as hell and it frustrates me so I end up ranting and sometimes troll them because I feel they deserve it and need to stfu because they are ruining the plan for equality! Its frustrating I am human just like women are, it hurts me but also makes me mad I am to be vilified too regardless of being screwed over too, I cannot win and it adds more to the pain and I am at fault and to blame for everything! If I speak up against it I am the bad guy and I am for the patriarchy and all that jazz, even though its not the truth I am just a guy nothing else, I am not in power, I am just trying to live my life and be me but I am considered scum too and even when I got f****d over, used abused and driven to suicide attempts I am still associated with whatever the f**k they claim me to be with their crap! pardon my language but I am fed up with it, sexism against men exists too, male issues get ignored as well only female issues matter and believe me there are as many hurt and mistreated men by women as there are women as mistreated by men, but nobody cares and it really bugs me, it really frustrates the hell out of me and I want to show that it happens too and prove it but I will be lumped as being the oppressor or being a whiny b***h or some crap and be silenced, I am a victim and a villain at the same time htf does that happen? Because Society is one sided and only sees women victims and when victims happen to be men nobody cares, blame them even they are weak and deserve it all! So if I speak up Im going to get warnings, get possibally banned as well for it I have no right to stick up for myself, I deserve all this crap I deserved to be abused, raped and blamed for everything because its simple, I am a man! I do not matter I am worthless and useless and if I disagree and try to fight it I will be the bad guy and possibly banned so sometimes I feel i must listen to my suicidal thoughts from my flash backs to prove my point and be anther statistic of male suicide and raise awareness males face problems too but there will never be an ad campaign about that ever. I am very depressed and probably letting my PTSD flashbacks get a hold of me, I am confused but sometimes to end it all is if I was gone and these flashbacks would go away.

I am fusterated, scared and crying at the thought of dying but I need to man up and do it, I have nothing else to live for, I have nobody and nothing to lose and a lot of results to be made, it is time I see if there is an afterlife or not, to see if God exists and if he does, then wtf does he hate me so much and want me to go through so much misery? I dont even care if there is a hell, my life has been a hell so its just an extended version of my life for eternity!

Suicide is worthless. You have many more years to live.

Don't give oppressors....of all genders/sexes.....the victory.

Suicide is no-win.

You have to beat the bullies....by living.

I am male which instantly means I am the bully, eliminating myself it will do a lot of help!

I'm a male...and I ain't no bully. Trust me!

Ideology is nonsense. Real life is great.

Are you triggering your PTSD by constantly exposing yourself to radical feminist beliefs? Is it like a type of self harm?

The more time you spend thinking about this topic the more emphasis you give it in your mind, this blows it out of proportion, and makes radical feminism seem more prevalent than it really is.

In real life I have met two women that could fit into this extremist category, every other woman I have met has regular beliefs about equality. You have access to all sorts through the net, do you seek it out and fuel the perceived threat...

I mean a minority of 'Muslims' are extremists, but if you paid heed to the media coverage, it seems like a majority of Muslims are extremists.

Like back in the 'Troubles', a minority of Irish people were terrorists, but that is not what people believed, why? The reason I believe is simple, and similar to your reason... Fear.

Its ok to be kind to yourself Otaku, maybe practice compassion for others first, this can make it easier to stop being so hard on yourself through negative self talk.

You know, AspieOtaku, males getting abused by females in romantic relationships has once been somewhat a special interest of mine.
What you are saying is true, males being maltreated is a huge problem in society.
It is assumed that they have no flaws, no weakness, and if they do, they get shamed for it. Females on the other hand are often seen by the masses as angelic, unable to do evil, and always the victim and the one who gets the benefit of the doubt (and custody of the kids) in court. There is a clear power imbalance there.
But not everything is lost.

I used to think that women were just naturally moody and abusive by nature. Even though I remained hopeful when I found my first girlfriend, my now ex starting getting more and more controlling and abusive by the day. I realize looking back that I was subconsciously attracted to it from what I saw in my extended family and I took other guy's rantings as the literal truth. In other words, I accepted it rather than run for the hills. I was helped to get away from her by other women who pointed out normal women don't act that way, while the men I knew who just shrugged their shoulders and said "they are all like that".

My Fiancee is a feminist but she is nothing like the 'man hating' person I think of when I hear that term. In fact, she has pointed out many ways that women still get objectified in our culture. I did tell her a bit about what men have to go through but stopped myself and told her "if you get that son you want, you will see first hand." I should also mention she has never raised her voice to me, never said a single bad word towards me, never treated me with anything less than honesty and respect and is the complete opposite of a doormat.

One thing I learned from dating is that some women are abusive, some are crazy, some are frustrating, some are okay and a few are simply amazing. In other words, just like men.

I hope things will get better for you, AspieOtaku,

I'm a female who attended a Memorial Service out of town for a man I had a lot of respect for. (Actually he had two Memorial Services in one day, a Christian one and a Star Trek one ... it's a long story.) While there, I ran into some nasty women. One just plain didn't like me so she glowered if I came anywhere near her. Another rude "lady" publicly insulted me. A third one was a stranger who tried to bully me so I had to stare her down until her husband told her to let it go.

There were also a couple of women there who were nice to me. One welcomed me into her house for the day, another lady sat and talked with me so I wouldn't be alone.

I got up and said a few words about the man who had died.

But people don't have to die to earn my respect. I've given out awards consisting of a special certificate and a restaurant gift card to men called "Spirit of Adventure" awards at Starfleet anniversary dinners. This year I'm thinking of giving out two more of these awards, one to a man and one to a woman.

...

Captain Janeway is somebody with whom I would model myself after.

I like the original Star Trek the best, probably.

Absolutely true. I rarely ever meet really radical "feminists." Women just want to be treated with respect most of the time. It's the truth as I see it--and I'm in the world quite a bit.