I'm ready to explode!

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BOY, do I have a lot on my mind! First off, my CD player had trouble reading a burned CD, and it's driving me nuts. Secondly, I am frustrated with the future of careers. I don't want to be stuck in entry-level positions and be stuck with entry-level pay just because I have Asperger's, and this outsourcing crap is driving me batty! Just because I have Asperger's doesn't mean I don't deserve the finer things in life. Yet, the very fact that I've been stuck at bagger-level in Market Basket for four years is telling me that my future looks bleak.

I'm also ticked off at Market Basket and my therapist. THis goes in combination. One night, at Market Basket, some kid was allowed to announce that the store was closing, and he sucked. He kept pausing and looking at the script, and that really ticks me off because I know the script by heart, yet all I do is bag groceries, so another superior ability of mine once again goes un-noticed. Here's where my rant about my therapist kicks in. I talked to him about the market basket issue, and unfortunately, since we were also working on helping me do adult-thinking, he then told me that it's not their job to take care of me. But, still, I could've done a hell of a better job than that kid who kept forgetting the lines.

My past is also ticking me off as well. When I had a video game system, I had to share it with my sister, and wasn't allowed to have a TV or gaming rig in my own room because Mom thought that doing that would make me hole myself up in my room more. Furthermore, back in my adolescence, instead of a cool stereo system, all I had in my bedroom was a little boombox.

And God damn it.............I can hardly see the keyboard to my computer because my desk light needs a new bulb. AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.

ohhh man those are little problems...not trying to disrespect you, yourjust having a bad day-usually it looks better in the morning-man none of my CD players work and I'm jobless-and have nothing planned for th future
you'll get by don't worry

Yes, yes, yes, I know these are little problems. In fact, doesn't anyone on this board share the same bugs as me? I'm pretty sure that you aspies blow things out proportion as well at times.

And I don't want to just get by. I want to get ahead!

And yes, I am aware of the fact that I blow things out of proportion as well. But isn't the haven allowed for venting out your feelings, whether they be little minuscule problems or big, huge behemoth issues?

Edit: I just wanted to let my feeling out and show everyone how I'm feeling. Thank you.