11 Mar 2016, 8:33 pm
With my , as I've drefinitively posted already , " death-within-a-year " possibility , I would like to at least improve my Internet/tech skills before dying , if I am to die .
I know X-Files Geek/other mods?? forbade me ne from trying to find certain help , but , EVEN WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR HELP that specifically escluded asking for any money or gifts , like , improvement with my ability to work smartphones/tech , which might take some people sitting next to me , helping , showing my fingers where to go ~ Or , the somewhat back-burnered now (but still there) desire to at least get some information about going back to college/school , even on the most " humble/not asking for very much " community collge level ~ Nothing .
Not in the 7.1 millio people San Francisco Bay Area 
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11 Mar 2016, 8:40 pm
I know X-Files Geek/other mods?? forbade me ne from trying to find certain help , but , EVEN WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR HELP that specifically escluded asking for any money or gifts , like , improvement with my ability to work smartphones/tech , which might take some people sitting next to me , helping , showing my fingers where to go ~ Or , the somewhat back-burnered now (but still there) desire to at least get some information about going back to college/school , even on the most " humble/not asking for very much " community collge level ~ Nothing .
Not in the 7.1 millio people San Francisco Bay Area
.I am not where you are, but in SF I'm sure there are tons of ways to get some free instruction. They usually hang up stuff about free sessions for adult learners in community centers and libraries- have you seen any where you are? In public libraries in particular they have those services! You should talk to the front desk/circulation- I'm sure they would be able to tell you more about what they have to offer. I'm sure they would be sympathetic too.
11 Mar 2016, 8:45 pm
...I need humanity , not " classes " .
12 Mar 2016, 8:41 pm
...To-day , as with ther majority?? of days , it El Nino stormed some , but pretty much all day , I was rainedupon , & + time , did not go to get clothes or blankets (& get rained upon) .
I likely spend SIXTEEN HOURS in bed recovering from the CHF/kidneys , even dressing gets me exausted ! 
12 Mar 2016, 8:53 pm
14 Mar 2016, 5:31 pm
...It took me something like FIFTY MINUTES ` with 12-14?? stops to rest ~ to make my way way fourish blocks , ildly uphill , from the shelter to the library ..........Distances I could walk , when I was first back in SF some months ago , I can't walk anymore 
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I really don't want to " TAKE A CLASS ! " , perhaps across town ? ...........
With the possibility of me dying , maybe I'd like to improve my computer/tech skills slightly , at least to a-touch-below-average level , in putting up links and icons and stuff before I die .
14 Mar 2016, 5:39 pm
15 Mar 2016, 7:03 pm
...I've just said this on the " less than a year " thread ...
The REASON that I have asked for help in improving my tech/phones skill is that I WANT TO BE BETTER , and the's NO OTHER WAY I can find out ! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
Look , I have gone out of my way to not ask for money (or gifts)...Isn't that supposed to make it alright ?
EVERYBODY EXPECTS YOU TO KNOW EVERYTHING ALREADY .
If I want to accomplish anything I need help in getting my tech/phone skills better . I NEED TO BE SHOWN HOW . PERSONALLY .
Certainly not ~ when I am crippled from walking normally by the congestive heart failure/renal failure ~ walking .
Please ? Please ?
18 Mar 2016, 6:27 pm
...I have only an hour-ish of library time to-day , I had the usual strain getting up the four blocks from the shelter , people , when I stopped in the street & leaned against meters , etc. , said " Do you need a doctor " ~ A part of me wants to stay at the shelter all day but that would deny me computer time 100% and I'd semi-doze so much of the day and then REALLY be unable to get to sleep during much of the night hours , when we're forced to have lights out and I have no computer , radio , etc. working - The air is kinda ~ foul ??? ~ in the shelter , when I get away and have some sun , I do feel better .
I do think , when I go to bed , about whether I'll die during the night .
18 Mar 2016, 8:16 pm
