Rumors of my demise are greatly exagerated

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Incidentally, a few days after going into the hospital, I learned that one of my abusers contacted my family and told them I killed myself. They were happy to hear from me when I was able to get their number.

No. They didn't kill me. I didn't kill me. The people posing as my parents are liars. But there are going to be some changes. I have a lot of after care to go through, lots of therapy and learning to cope with invasions of safe spaces I have chosen and fight back. There is also all the problems I am having with money right now that I need to find a way to overcome.

But I am still alive.

I'm glad to hear you're okay.

I appreciate everyone's kind words. I am still healing. I am still working towards filtering these demons from my mind and my life.

It may be that your issues are better suited to a different kind of support than anything WP can offer, given your history of being identified and stalked; for obvious reasons you might consider moving to a more private venue/forum under a completely new username so that you can make a fresh start and stop mentioning the stalking et al, because obviously if you continuously post about your past events in such colorful detail, your stalkers can easily identify you in an ongoing way, which enables them to continue their part in this drama.

That works as an invitation to them and you are issuing it, consciously or not.

It seems that your issues may need more specialised and professional support, given that you have recently expressed thoughts of running out into the traffic, so please exercise self-care by avoiding social forums like Wrong Planet as the care and support you need is beyond the capacity of dialogue here.

Also, it seems odd that 3 new members are already posting on this thread. That is likely to be more than mere coincidence. Either you are being stalked again or possibly someone may be creating sock puppets and pretending to be your supporter.

Do those three new members share a common IP address? Do any or all of them share the same IP address as anyone else involved?

There may be more sock-puppetry going on than what seems obvious (to me, anyway).

I'm really sorry you've been going through all this, Lightninggrrl. I'm glad that you're alive and that the news about you killing yourself isn't true.

The people on Kiwi Farms and the other sites are just a bunch of flops who are so dissatisfied with their own lame lives that their only pleasure is belittling and bullying people deemed to be "different" or "weird". It's clear that those sites' only intent is to serve as a platform for ridicule of the mentally handicapped etc., and they serve absolutely no purpose for people like you, or anyone else, except for those saddos.

Those people will most likely always be the way they are, and there's nothing you can do to change them. All you can do is make your own choices. I think the best thing you can do is cut off all contact with your abusers, in real life and on those awful sites. Don't visit those sites, and don't let the horrible things those people have been saying to you get to you. Brush them off and don't listen. That's what I've learned to do: not listen. If people don't like me, too bad.

I hope that you can get the help you need and get your life back on track. Good luck and hugs.

Just DON'T GO ON THOSE SITES.

I would say that this will probably end all this.

And maybe go under another screen name permanently.