I have to tread through life with extreme caution at the present moment.
I have not slept in the last 40 hours, and I feel myself overflowing with nervous energy.
I cannot see a doctor until tomorrow, and even then, I cannot take any more time off work this month than what I already did in the last few weeks.
So I have no choice but to ride this out the best I can and pray that I do not f**k up too badly in the meanwhile.