I feel like I am not good enough on my own merits.

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I have a very high IQ, but I have not been actively applying it anywhere. I look at my life, and I realize that my mouth has always been writing checks that could have been cashed if I were not such a slacker.

Lack of motivation has been a pervasive personality trait of mine.

As is fear of change.

Those two traits together are f*****g killing me.

I think of all of the places where I could have legitimately taken my life, and I realize that I am nothing but potential that has been pissed away.

I am going to be 40 in less than three years. And I have nothing in my life to show for it.

Well then, time to get going and apply yourself, you young whippersnapper!

* said in a kindly manner *