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Kitty4670
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19 Sep 2016, 3:43 pm

Why it is when life get toooo hard for me, I want to give up, I don't know how to handle it & I think about sucicide. I'm not strong like people think I am, they think they know everything that goes on in my daily life, but they don't know. My Aspergers has change over the years, maybe it is something else too, I know something is wrong with my bones & muscles. I can't do ALOT of things I used to do. Lately I wish I would die in my sleep.



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19 Sep 2016, 4:01 pm

Hugs



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19 Sep 2016, 4:11 pm

Kitty4670 wrote:
Why it is when life get toooo hard for me, I want to give up, I don't know how to handle it & I think about sucicide. I'm not strong like people think I am, they think they know everything that goes on in my daily life, but they don't know. My Aspergers has change over the years, maybe it is something else too, I know something is wrong with my bones & muscles. I can't do ALOT of things I used to do. Lately I wish I would die in my sleep.

How old are you, Kitty?


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19 Sep 2016, 4:11 pm

sly279 wrote:
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Thanks, I needed that.



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19 Sep 2016, 4:14 pm

marcb0t wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
Why it is when life get toooo hard for me, I want to give up, I don't know how to handle it & I think about sucicide. I'm not strong like people think I am, they think they know everything that goes on in my daily life, but they don't know. My Aspergers has change over the years, maybe it is something else too, I know something is wrong with my bones & muscles. I can't do ALOT of things I used to do. Lately I wish I would die in my sleep.

How old are you, Kitty?


Why?



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19 Sep 2016, 4:17 pm

Kitty4670 wrote:
marcb0t wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
Why it is when life get toooo hard for me, I want to give up, I don't know how to handle it & I think about sucicide. I'm not strong like people think I am, they think they know everything that goes on in my daily life, but they don't know. My Aspergers has change over the years, maybe it is something else too, I know something is wrong with my bones & muscles. I can't do ALOT of things I used to do. Lately I wish I would die in my sleep.

How old are you, Kitty?


Why?
If you are in school and live with your parents, you should tell them about your struggle.

If you're my age or older, perhaps I might share my own struggles and remedy with you.


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19 Sep 2016, 4:33 pm

marcb0t wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
marcb0t wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
Why it is when life get toooo hard for me, I want to give up, I don't know how to handle it & I think about sucicide. I'm not strong like people think I am, they think they know everything that goes on in my daily life, but they don't know. My Aspergers has change over the years, maybe it is something else too, I know something is wrong with my bones & muscles. I can't do ALOT of things I used to do. Lately I wish I would die in my sleep.

How old are you, Kitty?


Why?
If you are in school and live with your parents, you should tell them about your struggle.

If you're my age or older, perhaps I might share my own struggles and remedy with you.



I wish I was living with my mom. I'm 46, but I mentally too young (I have Aspergers) I hate how I'm feeling right now, I hate myself & I feel useless.



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19 Sep 2016, 6:00 pm

It seems likely that the things wrong with your bones and muscles are similar to the things wrong with the bones and muscles of most people in their mid to late 40s wishing we could still do all the things we did in our early to mid 20s. I can't say I've got a remedy, but I can say you're not the only one who feels so.