I really AM
being affected by that " lead " in my room , as I have written here previously (not much time now)-
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I now feel it's building up in my stomach , and I am dizzy even outside
_And I have been coughing again not as much as those horrible coughs months back , but these coughs feel more deep
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!