@ kraftiekortie Funny you mention Entivio. I'm literally waiting for it to be set up and scheduled. Have been since last week. That's just one tiny reason I'm not rushing to surgery. By the time I could find a surgeon, get in for a consult, then schedule a surgery, I could have multiple infusions in me. And that's assuming I like the first Dr I see.
@Alliekit, yes, yes it is.
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A moment of humor to break the heavy. I got the wrong set of silverware with my clear liquid tray. I tried eating the jello with knife and fork, but it just didn't work out so well. I went back to the spoon. 
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