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30 Oct 2016, 6:10 pm

If I didn't have a cat, I want to kill myself.



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30 Oct 2016, 9:45 pm

What's causing you to feel this way?



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31 Oct 2016, 12:13 am

Hugs. Sorry your feeling that way :(



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31 Oct 2016, 4:36 am

I'm really sorry that you don't feel good. I've had several struggles with depression myself over the years. How long have you felt this way? Also like I've posted on other topics on this forum, the only thing that helped me was ECT, otherwise known as shock therapy. If you've tried various pills and they're not working maybe you should give that a try. It's far less barbaric than it used to be and after several treatments it really helped me. It might be able to help you too. It does sometimes have a bad effect on your memory but I'd rather have memory problems than feel like s**t all of the time, wouldn't you agree?



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31 Oct 2016, 4:45 am

Kitty4670 wrote:
If I didn't have a cat, I want to kill myself.

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you are not alone here, tens of thousands of other people here are in that life boat with you with similar pains. do not despair. It’s a topsy-turvy world, Kitty. And maybe the problems of two people don’t amount to a hill of beans, but this is our hill, and these are our beans. :flower:



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31 Oct 2016, 4:09 pm

slw1990 wrote:
What's causing you to feel this way?


Cleaning my apartment, I did small jobs; clean my toilet, bathroom sink, kitchen counters & sink. I had anxiety & pain, I hurt my knee (I fell down in my apartment 2 weeks ago, I have hardwood floors) Everything got tooooo much for me, I felt like a failure then I end up crying, I can cry too much & that can make me choke & I can throw up too, it was bad, that was yesterday, I clean today too, I swept my bathroom floor & the hallway (I have a small bathroom) and I swept some of my bedroom. Cleaning can cause Soooo many problems for me, if my body gets hot, I can itch, I have psoriasis. It was little bit raining yesterday & in the 70s. I don't always have energy to clean.



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31 Oct 2016, 4:23 pm

As our world changes and becomes over populated, laws will change, to those whom wish to die may, it means more room and food for others. but thats the future, not the present you live in here and now.

I have the feeling your not just sick of the feeling of physical pain, but that of the fear no one will want you because of it nor that for or because of any autizem. its biological isn't it? that feeling of depression because of chemical imbalances? getting medicated for it? refusing it?


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31 Oct 2016, 4:24 pm

^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.



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31 Oct 2016, 4:28 pm

auntblabby wrote:
^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.


why are you here? you been on this forum a vary long time. do you have a job to do, or is this for you?

For me its a place to learn to understand my self and others.
Not to save people from the world or the truth or from them selves.


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31 Oct 2016, 4:35 pm

auntblabby wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
If I didn't have a cat, I want to kill myself.

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you are not alone here, tens of thousands of other people here are in that life boat with you with similar pains. do not despair. It’s a topsy-turvy world, Kitty. And maybe the problems of two people don’t amount to a hill of beans, but this is our hill, and these are our beans. :flower:


This, exactly.

I'm so glad you have a cat. Those little four legged critters are so good at making life livable.



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31 Oct 2016, 4:37 pm

AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.


why are you here? you been on this forum a vary long time. do you have a job to do, or is this for you?

For me its a place to learn to understand my self and others.
Not to save people from the world or the truth or from them selves.

a reminder that this is the haven.



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31 Oct 2016, 4:41 pm

somanyspoons wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
Kitty4670 wrote:
If I didn't have a cat, I want to kill myself.

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you are not alone here, tens of thousands of other people here are in that life boat with you with similar pains. do not despair. It’s a topsy-turvy world, Kitty. And maybe the problems of two people don’t amount to a hill of beans, but this is our hill, and these are our beans. :flower:


This, exactly.

I'm so glad you have a cat. Those little four legged critters are so good at making life livable.


How interesting people are, every time i wanted to die i got reborn in throwing it all to the wind and moving on, being reborn again and again like a Phoenix. letting go of materialism.


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31 Oct 2016, 4:45 pm

auntblabby wrote:
AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.


why are you here? you been on this forum a vary long time. do you have a job to do, or is this for you?

For me its a place to learn to understand my self and others.
Not to save people from the world or the truth or from them selves.

a reminder that this is the haven.


for who? you? this can be a vary debatable subject. sometimes people needs to hear various truths, not one fits alls needs, societies maybe, but the individuals is another question, not all people needs societies acceptance to survive.


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31 Oct 2016, 4:53 pm

AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.


why are you here? you been on this forum a vary long time. do you have a job to do, or is this for you?

For me its a place to learn to understand my self and others.
Not to save people from the world or the truth or from them selves.

a reminder that this is the haven.


for who? you? this can be a vary debatable subject. sometimes people needs to hear various truths, not one fits alls needs, societies maybe, but the individuals is another question, not all people needs societies acceptance to survive.


Your truths maybe different from other people's truths.

I'm glad you have a cat kitty. I always like to give my cat cuddle when I'm sad. Cleaning is the worst! I'm sorry you've had so many problems lately :'( I hope your knee feels better soon!



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31 Oct 2016, 4:56 pm

Alliekit wrote:
AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
AspergianMutantt wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
^^^I don't have the energy to clean, either. keeping organized is tough.


why are you here? you been on this forum a vary long time. do you have a job to do, or is this for you?

For me its a place to learn to understand my self and others.
Not to save people from the world or the truth or from them selves.

a reminder that this is the haven.


for who? you? this can be a vary debatable subject. sometimes people needs to hear various truths, not one fits alls needs, societies maybe, but the individuals is another question, not all people needs societies acceptance to survive.


Your truths maybe different from other people's truths.

I'm glad you have a cat kitty. I always like to give my cat cuddle when I'm sad. Cleaning is the worst! I'm sorry you've had so many problems lately :'( I hope your knee feels better soon!


yes, if an animal makes you happy. :D


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31 Oct 2016, 5:13 pm

AspergianMutantt wrote:
How interesting people are, every time i wanted to die i got reborn in throwing it all to the wind and moving on, being reborn again and again like a Phoenix. letting go of materialism.


Thanks for the advice Pollyanna.