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im alone. im alone. im alone. im alone.
i thought if anything this site would help
but no, im alone alone alone alone alone
but then who am I typing this for?
the only ppl i can even call friends are my family, and that makes me unhappy.
online friends? nope, I feel alienated and every response is a challenge.
all i want at this point is to live within the intervals of music, away from everybody, that's including you.

i could go on for days how sh***y everything in my life is, and always will be, but i'll refrain because the next thread will cover what I missed.
goodbye planet odd, hello damnation.

Can I just say I relate? It feels so senseless. At least before ASD I had the illusion that things could change for the better; that I could change for the better. Now that I know how hopelessly alien I am, everything feels like, "why?"

Seen Donnie Darko? I'm ultra-fixated right now (not on watching it, just replaying it in my mind). Every living creature dies alone. Everyone you meet is like the characters at the end - alone, in the dark, crying in their beds instead of sleeping. We aren't alone, though, if we can connect in knowing that we are all suffering.

Our suffering unites us all.

Saying this makes me feel better, too.