I'm going email my sister, it's easier to write an email then texting, with email, you can take your time, with text, I can't think too good. When I emailed my sister once, she understood me better. I can't do this anymore with my sister, my dad & my grandmother, they all think they know better than me, thinking about my sister & my grandmother telling me what they think they know, that is affecting my health, it's affecting my speech & my mental health. I can't care about what they think, I have to think about me, I have to get better. If they don't like it then that their problem. My sister is being controlling & she thinks I have to listen to her & do what she tells me, she is my sister, not my mom, she not my guardian.