My life been a merry-go-round, it's going round & round in circles & I want off! My bad mood swings are getting worse. I have alot of bad days & some good days, yesterday, I was in a great mood, I was listening to music half of the day, it seems music is the key to my happiness alot & playing games keep me calm & helps my memory too. I'm trying very hard to change my life, I feel like I'm fighting myself, but my Asperger is winning. I want to clean & pack so I can move out someday, but things not happening my way, I keep getting panic & anxiety attacks, I feel like I can't do anything right. I feel like I'm soooo badly have to move out of here, I never wanted to live here, my sister found this apartment, I told her no, she got mad at me & she keep talking about this apartment to me, she talked me into this apartment. I was too weak to stand up to her, we were grieving the loss of our mother. I'm trying So Hard to get my life back. I know now I need medicine. Can you overdose on depress medicine?
