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Anyone online please,

I need to talk,

I think I might need to reboot,

I am prepared to do it, I am prepared to throw it all away and make another life

Better to turn over a new leaf and make another life.

That is all I need to know,
I got it, I know what to do thanks,
Farewell,

Hi.

Hi,

I know what I need to do thanks and I know what I want to do and its what I wanted to do before but I wasn't in a place for it, now I am. I am cutting my loses and will rebuild from scratch. I am getting my affairs in order now and will more so tomorrow and then I am gone and I don't need a boat and I don't a car and I don't need anything but a sound mind. I have one believe it or not but its locked away under layers of pain but I can do it again without the pain because I know what decisions lead to pain because I have made the decisions that led to... pain.

I am out, more so then ever before and no one will know, this place will be empty tomorrow.

I have a plan and a backup plan and I am working on backup plan two,

I'm always here to talk. I may be young, but I like to think of myself as aged with love instead of knowledge.

Hey DCJ

I have started a fresh a few times now and was a little funny seeing your post as i am again in a similar position... However what i also have to establish is if i am seeking a new refresh for the positive of starting again or am i running away from something? As if its the later it wont matter how many times you try to reboot, if a line of code isnt correctly written the same experience will follow you wherever you go. This is the dilemma i am in myself at the moment. Have had a few negative things go down here in my small community which in turn has created a level of isolation i haven't experienced before and it isnt something i can just patch up, once people have made up their minds it is hard to correct them if they are not willing to communicate... Starting a fresh can be stressful but illuminating but also have to realise if you are starting for the right reasons and not trying to run away from oneself because no matter how far and fast you run, oneself will always be present! Once you have figured out the stresses that create those difficulties and are able to somehow work on them, then starting afresh will not only be easier but more fulfilling..

Sounds fair,

But wouldn't you agree that there isn't really anything to do but run?

If you don't run there is no hope, problems might follow you but wouldn't you improve your chances of it not then if you just suffered through it. There is possibility of change when things are new, there is no possibility of change when things are the same.

That seems to be the way I see it,

Changing for the better is a very good thing.