I started writing an email to her, I didn't finish it, I want her to know that she been wrong about me. When we were living together, she got the wrong idea about me, back then we were grieving the loss of our mother, we were both acting very badly, she told me in an email that she was at her worst, but she thinks I can be bad all the time & don't know how to be polite. When we were very badly grieving our mother, my mind completely shut off, it was like I was there, but nobody was home, I really forgotten alot of stuff. How can she really think I can be bad? She only saw me acting very badly once & now she thinks she knows everything about me & think I can be bad. She is not the boss of me & she is too controlling, she is acting like her husband, she told me he was very hard live with, they are separated or divorced now. She can't do this to me anymore! I'm in a MUCH BETTER Place now than I was last June. When we were living together, she was helping me find an apartment, she found an apartment & wanted to sign a lease without showing it to me, she pick another apartment for me & expected me to live there, she picked a few apartments for me & when I didn't get them, she blamed me & got mad at me (apartment building owners don't like to rent to disable people) It was like she took advantage of me & talk me into this apartment, I told her no when she show me this apartment, she got mad at me & kept talking about the apartment. I wish I can make her understand that Aspergers have a hard time controlling their angry, but I know she won't believe me. My sister can be very stubborn, more stubborn than me, she takes after my dad, but she is worse. If I don't do something, she could put me in the nut house or the hospital. I have to try. She told me things about her, if she don't believe me then why should I believe her, it is fair.
09 Mar 2017, 4:03 pm
