Socialising still sucks

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Since i live in a building full of people sometimes they want to socialize and i hate that. I dont like talking to people i just like my own world. Thats all ill say about that. I dont like being sucked into other peoples world. I just want to be left alone but today I got sucked into someones world. It wasnt that bad i guess we watched movies but i like my bubble.

I hope you, at least, liked the movie.

I liked the movie but wish the socializing bit never happened. I like my space. I should have actually said no when it came to going into someone elses room. Now its going to feel awkward when im around this person. Especially since theyre right accross from my room. Because we're not friends and i just dont like talking to people. So it made things weird. I was happy in my little bubble.

The person also made me realize how much i suck because they have money and some kind of online movie watching thing and it mae me realize how poor i am. This person gets to drink whenever they want cause they have a job. I hardly ever get to drink because i dont work and cant. And the person has a cool movie thing where you get to watch the most recent movies. I have cable thats about it. But he says he lost everything and is trying to put things back togeher. Says he was married but got into a divorce. Thats what sucked me in cause he was crying because he was alone for 2 years... I shoulnt let people drag me in so easy. Since im a fragile person that needs to be alone and have space i should have said no. I hope no one thinks im a b***h for snubbing them off. It will be like im sending mixed messages or something by not wanting to talk to these people. People are weird i dont know why i keep getting dragged into their world i try to give off the impression i want to be alone. Watching a movie in his room was stupid.

I forget that im not the only person here. That theres other people with their own problems. It makes me feel small that im in my own world around s many other larger worlds. But i like my little world.

Just be careful when you go into a man's room.

I'm glad this guy seemed to be the type that doesn't "try things" on women.