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Kris94
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02 Jun 2007, 5:54 am

i feel like i don't belong. i hated it in puclic schools and i hate special schools. there is no middle ground for people like me so i dont belong in school. im too much of a freak



TheMachine1
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02 Jun 2007, 6:07 am

How old are you? If old enough and you have the option take a GED test and just drop out. If your in the US you could still goto a number of open admission universities years later when you felt like it (I went at 23).



SG
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02 Jun 2007, 8:13 am

hes 13

are you still in a special school? theres probly not much you can do about other people bullying you if you are

if it were me i'd try to not stand out the most, not try to stare at people etc and become more aware of my surroundings and how to fit in the most and look at what other people are doing in the school to fit in

i didnt really fit in at school when i went, i fuond it hard to relax and do what comes naturally and thats why i was picked on.. i was even rugby tackled in a game of soccer because i was being unco and just anoying the sorts of people who get frustrated the most by it :x



lefthand
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02 Jun 2007, 8:21 am

Hi i know how that feels to not belong, totally and utterly rubbish, but you belong on here, i know its not the same but at least you can talk to us, keep hanging in there love lefthand xxx



WriterWithoutWords
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02 Jun 2007, 10:47 am

School's always hard. Especially middle school. It feels like you just can't please the teachers, and the other kids hate you for no reason. There really doesn't seem to be a place for us, who are so smart intellectually, and have such a hard time socailly. So they shove us in Special Ed., deny that we have any intellegence, and act as though we could fix everything for ourselves if we only tried harder.

That's why, assuming I make it that far, I want to spend my life developing programs for kids like us and developing books on the subject. Or trying to, anyway.

For now, try to hang in as best as you can. Avoid people who expect you to fail as best as you can. Keep telling yourself and trying to believe that tommarrow's going to be better, next week is going to be better, next year is going to be better, college is going to be better... ect. It has to get easier sooner or later.

If all else fails, tell yourself you can make a bestseller out of your tragic story, and picture the faces of those who have done you wrong when they see their names in print as the people who did you wrong.