School's always hard. Especially middle school. It feels like you just can't please the teachers, and the other kids hate you for no reason. There really doesn't seem to be a place for us, who are so smart intellectually, and have such a hard time socailly. So they shove us in Special Ed., deny that we have any intellegence, and act as though we could fix everything for ourselves if we only tried harder.
That's why, assuming I make it that far, I want to spend my life developing programs for kids like us and developing books on the subject. Or trying to, anyway.
For now, try to hang in as best as you can. Avoid people who expect you to fail as best as you can. Keep telling yourself and trying to believe that tommarrow's going to be better, next week is going to be better, next year is going to be better, college is going to be better... ect. It has to get easier sooner or later.
If all else fails, tell yourself you can make a bestseller out of your tragic story, and picture the faces of those who have done you wrong when they see their names in print as the people who did you wrong.