New hole in my foot.

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After I went to the
cliinic to have my feet looked again, they found a new wound down on my feet, down on the bottom of my right .
Bone inside shows . The three previously existing wounds were improving, anyway.
She explained how the diabetes could've caused the wound, I asked if the excessive walking that I have to do could've contributed to it happening, she agreed that it could have .
I really need to be able to really rest for it ever to get better (They tapeed and treated that area, anyway.).
And eat better - Yeah, less junk/fast food but even the free food at feeds and here is questionable More later.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I have, now.........I wanted to go to a certain feed, where, to get. again served in the handicapped-older seperatte feed, i would have to show them paper proof of it anew - I'd eaten there before, but they'd made a switch and I had to turn in paperwork anew. I wanted to go there, then go to the nonprofit's free legal clinic, and follow up on the question f the inheritance from my.brothef anx other things.
However, briefly, I was unable to get the paperwork now, and I won't be going to-day .
Remember, the clean underwear I bought earlier this week was stolen- -Walking to the other feed, where I could be banned now, has taken me 50ish minutes. I'm a cripple . I have just 10ish dollars paper/metal and ten dollars Walgreen's money til' Tuesday .No DVD, 'member.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...As it turned out, I was not banned by the feed.
The point of my comment about DVD was that, as I outlined in my " cyber-vacation " post - I DO NOT have the " normal " methods of distraction/escaping, no TV set, no music player, et al. I have my low-end phone (when it's not flipping off at a glance and is energized)...And, as I said in my " place to cry " post - I CAN'T lie down on my bed and cry to myself loudly and let it out readily, I have no privacy .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I am thinking that I might go back to Santa Cruz --- at least temporary/on an " extended visit ".
I don't know that thhere are any HL services there for me...one large reason for leaving here is to separate myself from HOT Team, after they deceived me regarding helping me along in applying to CCCF (It was the APPLICATION, remember - both the applying and preparing for admission, and the applying for grant/aid money, which I very much would have needed.) They said they'd do it, then didn't - My worker said " It wasn't in your treatment plan ", AFTER he had said he would help!
When I said, " you monkeywrenched it ", or similar - to which he replied in a sheepish, low, voice - " Yes " , or similar .
He/they too, briefly, are obsessed with trying to push me into a board-and-care home, and, briefly, at least under these circumstances, that is not do-able. Maybe I have tried to hard expecting the San Francisco " authorities " to " do something for me " ~ Admittedly, though, I am just hoping for help elsewhere . But, I want to separate myself from them ~ Any attempt to get housing through them, perhaps in SF in general? appears to be mauled by the fact of this falsehood that I made nasty messes at that cruddy SRO I was at - I DIDN'T . The " filth falsehood ".
My official address is still the SC one, as it's on my ID card - on occasions I've been offered to fill out a card application at Target (and received a discount on that purchase simply for doing so, so I do it), so, maybe there's a card waiting for me! (but likely not )
II see the name of Santa Cruz a lot, from T-shirts of that skating logo to, just to-day, at the shelter, seeing a thhermos that seemed to have UCSC's initials on it.
They may have become a bit stricter on HL sleeping/tickets since I was there, perhaps it might, then, turn into another stay at the River Street neo-retro/new brutalist health spa - But, it is warmer dowwn there!

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!