I do the same thing everyday. I get up, have coffee, go for a walk, prepare a meal. Sometimes I get tired of it. I hate cooking for myself. I liked living with my parents more then being on my own but they wont let me back. I really hate cooking for myself. I miss when my parents would cook for me. I like the days when I eat out but I cant afford to do that very often. Im not sure how to stop hating cooking for myself. And by cook I mean make stuff in the microwave because I REALLY hate cooking the normal way too.