I'm probably looking at full or partial hospitalization for my mental health isdues. If it's full hospitalization, I probably won't have access to electronic devices. I have no idea how long it might be for. I'm waiting to hear back to set up an appointment for an assessment - it could be as soon as today, and it's possible I'll be admitted right from there, so I figured I should let people know while I know I have a chance. So if I disappear for a while, that's why - I'm all right and getting the help I need.
_________________
Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"