Meltdown on Super Bowl Sunday...

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I had a HUGE meltdown yesterday when I was about to accuse my uncle of messing with the brakes on my car but my husband says I can't accuse with no evidence (he had me erase an earlier comment on here)... Who knows brakes could have developed issues on their own, but makes me think I'm being super paranoid. I had a relative who is familiar with someone with autism tell me today "you don't have a lick of autism in you" but on the other hand I've had people call me "a classic female aspie"

I'm getting tired of the intensity of the meltdown episodes I have especially when I was a child, and my unusual interests, but I can't ignore the obvious bipolar and possible schizoaffective... I just can't stand it anymore, it was proven long ago with an IQ test I'm genius on the verbal scale, but my meltdowns and liable moods have stolen all opportunity in my life and I would trade my knowledge if it meant I had a regular life with a regular brain. Right now I'm not having intense highs or lows thanks to the medication... But the destructive meltdowns remain.