A purse has just been stolen from me. My mom's, actually, for she gives it to me when I need to do some shopping. There was her driving license. She actually doesn't drive for 10 years now, she vowed that she will never drive after a car accident. I asked her not to scold me but she was so outraged, frustrated and overwhelmed that she wanted me to feel bad too. Now I'm in my room, feeling a migraine that comes and goes, and it feels like a metronome or waves are shaking something in my head from side to side. My body doesn't feel right either. In this state, I can easily burst into tears, but I won't. I'm waiting until it's over. If I start talking to her now, it will exacerbate the bad feeling. And it's not a meltdown as I can do a tongue-twister.
OMG why such things happen to me so often?!
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