My life was a misfire

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Ny life never really happened - It never quite took off . Things never quite happened.- I tended to be a little too far away, or miss it a little. My life was sort of vamping, waiting for something that never happened .
Now, I'm not even being allowed - it isn't't " appropriate " to even talk about one if my life's greatest disappointments , even on one lousy duck g thread that no one has to read. Oh, and I'm told how terrible I am for not telling people how wonderful their stupid - yes, I said STUPID - ideas for me are . That disappointment could maybe be helped if someone would help me, confer with me privately - not materially or financially - just a little bit .
More immediately, the estate money is apparently starting to run low. The lawyer says I should look for other lodging than this motel. I agree, but what I really need is some sort of at least lightly handicapped-suitable place and I can't really find that - For one thing, I'm handicapped and it's hard to get around! Also, people nowadays look for apartments on Craigslist and then swoop in - I Don't have very good tech to either read CL, or make and receive followup calls! I really don't't have the money for a full retail price apartment, and my references would be non-existent not to mention no doubt giving off a " homeless " vibe .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Telling you that you have to be able to make your own phone calls in regards to your high school transcripts is "stupid?"

...Ni, indulging in TV-movie fantasia about getting a GED that I am not eligible for and covering my existing diploma up by claiming Ididn't take courses because " they never look up people's identity " I'd SUPID, STUPID, STUPID. STUPID, STUPID.
I think you gave support to this plan. too. Aldo. I AM socially cut off. I HAVE been scarred by what happened in the past, when I applied and my full transcrips were't sent. I have less than optimal te h for contacting the transcript-holders - Some help in that would help mr . Not absurd complicated longest-way-around take-a-fake-GED stirylines !










esGeek"]Telling you that you have to be able to make your own phone calls in regards to your high school transcripts is "stupid?"[/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Berating people for making an honest mistake just won’t cut it.

Yeah no one is going to sign up that either.

...KK, it seems that XFG was " conveniently ignoring " that she had been gung ho-ly in favor of the fake identity GED concept. So, I pointed it out to her again.
However - I Don't see how anyone would even think if taking a GED when he has a. HS diploma
already. Let alone " give a fake identity, they never look it up ".
I don't see why Ezra would care about the NYU stkry. Didn't he want the apple thread cu

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

You are too attached to the past. Ask yourself clearly what it is you are so attached to.

How about considering a career as an actor? California is a great place for performing arts.

Lots of big actors were high school dropouts including Nicolas Cage, Arnold Schwarzenegger, John Travolta, Uma Thurman, Johnny Depp and Mark Wahlberg.

Never mind colleges they didn't even finish high school.

When one door closes, another opens. Find a new opportunity!

He’ll do better as the next Charles Bukowski.

Wait a second....wait a second....shouldn’t ASS-P be able to get his COLLEGE transcripts? I know he owes money....but maybe he doesn’t owe money to somebody?

That should cancel out needing the high school evidence.

I shoulda thought of that....

A possible long shot....but something which should be considered.

I might be talking out of my ass....if so, don’t get on my ass, ASS-P

.,. I just lost a carefully written , nearly complete , draft, and I do not have time:cry: to rewrite it but, people like to suggest glamorous-sounding things without thinking about the effort and infrastructure that it would take to carry them out. That would be boring .



y"]You are too attached to the past. Ask yourself clearly what it is you are so attached to.

How about considering a career as an actor? California is a great place for performing arts.

Lots of big actors were high school dropouts including Nicolas Cage, Arnold Schwarzenegger, John Travolta, Uma Thurman, Johnny Depp and Mark Wahlberg.

Never mind colleges they didn't even finish high school.

When one door closes, another opens. Find a new opportunity![/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Santa Cruz, like Seattle, has a severe housing crisis. There are just too many homeless people and not enough units. I moved to a small town with a shorter (6 months to 1 year) waiting list and now I'm domiciled.

That said, there are lots of subsidized apts in Santa Cruz, but their waitlists are years long. Santa Cruz, like Seattle, has about 12,000 homeless people waiting for places. The wait starts somewhere. Here is some info.

http://www.officialhousingauthority.com ... authority/

Santa Cruz Housing Authority
2931 Mission Street
Santa Cruz, CA 95060-5709

https://www.hacosantacruz.org/

https://housingapartments.org/californi ... uz_ca_city

http://www.lowincome-apartments.com/CA/ ... -95060.htm

https://affordablehousingonline.com/hou ... Santa-Cruz

http://www.cityofsantacruz.com/governme ... nformation

https://www.publichousing.com/city/ca-santa_cruz