27 Jun 2018, 12:28 pm
...candy. Just now swallowing the last bit of the blue raspberry pot-infused gummi candy. My hurting back ( off and on) made me finally go to a pot store and, paying the lower medical price, get some edibles, tending towards Cassius incidia - more about pain relief and sleepiness than getting high, that's cannabis sativa.
My back really was starting to hurt this AM because I was.straining it - going through my, almost entirely Salvation Army and Goodwill, clothes to try and, after much delay, wash some and throw out others - Many don't fit me, I bought them without trying them in, or I've ballooned up since wearing them - I've greatly delayed it, and I've decided I'll have to taxi back and forth to the laundromat, even theb, I think I'll have to throw even more out, my crippled -ness REALKY limits what I can carry 
. And, even lying on my bed, lying on my stomach going through them made my trunk pain HURT 
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The Mary Jane-infused edibles I've had had thus yet have mostly just given me zonjedness /a certain blankness. I guess they have reduced the trunk pain, however.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
27 Jun 2018, 2:19 pm
...I lost a draft and the beginning of another one ...
Briefly, recently, after writing the above, there came s knock at the door, me in bed, Naked under mummy-wrapped bedding, I guess feeling the beginning of the port's effect.
Briefly, it seemed to be a manager here, saying my money had run out and I had to go, though the NYS lawyer had said he'd sent more dosh. I called him, his secretary said they'd physically sent the check yesterday, I asked her to call here and tell them so.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
28 Jun 2018, 6:52 am
...I LOST TWO DRAFTS .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
01 Jul 2018, 3:22 pm
.Hate when that happens!
Weed edibles are excellent for pain. You could try a 1:1 CBD to THC or a high CBD low THC edibles to see if you like those any better in terms of how it makes you feel.
02 Jul 2018, 12:19 am
...What's CBD?
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
02 Jul 2018, 12:23 am
Cannabidiol, it has more anti-inflammatory & relaxant effects.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
02 Jul 2018, 12:59 am
.... Thank you.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
