I think both my mom and my dad are racist

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I'm 18. I'm white, but to an extent. My mom is, but my dad is Arab. 
Today was my first day of college. 
Yesterday I added three classes as my courses. But today they were autoremoved. 
My counselor (who is white) said I didn't register for any class. I told her yes I did and she said no you didn't, but she understood after I told her my mom had to pay for all the college tuitions. (I can't work because I'm not yet approved for ssi benefits.) 
When my mom asked me over the phone why she wouldn't provide me for any classes, I yelled over the phone in the hallway around other students, "BECAUSE SHE'S RACIST!" with a tantrum, and she said OK calm down take a deep breath and I told her "I'M JUST KIDDING I'M JUST KIDDING" she said why are you getting frustrated and I SAID "THIS IS AMERICA! I CAN DO WHATEVER THE F*CK I WANT! HEIL HITLER!" and she said calm down and told me to go home (when my only current class started at 9:30). I said to myself out loud screaming I want to kill myself and did the Nazi hand salute. But everyone let it slide. 
Its a diverse college I go to. 
My mom wants to control my anger management, told me not to call ANYONE a racist no matter what. Even if they are racist. I asked her why do protestors do against racism, and she said those people are extremists. 
I don't talk about suicide as much as I used to because my mom and my dad both get mad when I talk just an inch about suicide. 
To be honest Gab is my favorite website. But my mom doesn't know that I use Gab (in fact I don't want her to get upset because I'm afraid she'll disown me if she finds out I'm part of the alt right). I worship Hitler and laugh at racist jokes, especially 'Evil Jew' jokes.
My mom told me she wants me to be politically correct when it comes to people's opinions.
Is my mom racist/closed minded?
I had the feeling that my college was operated by Jew staff members
My mom tries to tell me to act mature, but she never treats me mature. Never once did she allow me to use my normal voice to explain myself, but when she tries to pussify me, I yell and curse at her, and randomly use slurs like n****r
I'm not trolling, this actually happens on the occasion

My mom and dad both made mildly racial comments in the past fyi. Dad used to think blacks had an attitude and were thugs. Got a conspiracy theory myself that he called a black woman the n word. Neither parent think the word "n***a" is racist. My dad doesn't condone Hitler, but jokes about him sometimes and thinks Germans sometimes are okay with Hitler jokes. My mom thinks of some blacks as ghetto or hood..

I asked my mom if I'm supposed to condone racism and she said not condone it but if someone makes a racist comment just let it slide

I don't know about your parents, but you are likely a racist. The alt-right is racist.

You need to get some help with your anger issues before they get you into serious trouble.

It sounds to me like your mom is trying to be considerate of everyone which is kind of the opposite of racism. Like AspE said, you are likely the racist & I also believe your projecting your racism onto your parents

Everyone else has summed this situation up nicely.

I'm curious: Why does the alt right appeal to you?

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No for supporting trump. Because doing so is deplorable.

You, my friend, to put it bluntly, are the racist.

Where did you pick up this Nazi crap?

By the way: I’m a Jew.