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I don't know about all of you, but when I watched this, my reaction was... "Oh, my God... he just explained my life."


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWMMcaF7YPQ

that is exactly what i've been trying to do last months. here, in particular. and ya, i call it "going rounds". the last freeze phase had lasted years. also, i have several different types of rounds (loops), that can also be part of a larger round. fractal structure. dont try to manipulate it? that sounds wrong. do try to manipulate it, but only when having gotten sufficient data on how it works. i might have more at a later date on the topic. right now i am in a minor "freeze" phase and cant do much, sorry. but its real.

Yes.
Emotions can be overwhelming, so it's a coping mechanism to just completely detach from them. It's safe but also, the emotions will come out in a form or another later. I've been in a freeze loop for years too. Wondered why I couldn't really enjoy life and felt like a robot.
It's a cyclic thing. Changes on a weekly basis nowadays which makes me look like a lunatic, as one day I'm bursting with joy and the next I can barely talk.

mine spans 1-2 per day, encasing in weekly and monthly cycles. fractal.