I’m Thinking About Dying

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I HATE my life. My life is sooo stupid & not going anywhere. I only have one friend off the internet, I can’t see her now she works, she was one of my therapists at the healthcare center, I opened up to her, I really like her, she my Facebook friend & we talk on Facebook messenger. She wants to go to lunch with me someday, I have to wait until I’m out of my wheelchair. I made friends with another therapist, my former physical therapist, it was easy talking to him. When I left the healthcare center, I wanted to stay friends & keep in touch, I told him, he didn’t want to stay in touch,he don’t go on social websites, there are other ways to keep in touch.

I wish I can control my mood swings, probably my period have to do with something about it, cuz I was crying, I got too emotional. I wish I was normal.

Kitty, let this mood be your stimulus to get more fulfillment out of life. But you probably will have to be patient and let your mood improve, before you take the necessary steps.

Is there any mental health counseling available to you? It seems like that might be helpful.

well, people who work in medicine cant keep in contact with every patient they have treated. they are just specially taught to provide emotional support to their patients, but again, it doesnt mean they can induct everybody in their personal live. being nice is on their job describtion, and they do their work. just as that. having depressive streak and feeling isolated is awful. i so know. but it passes. and it will pass for u, too. when it happens to me (and it does quite often) i want to be physically cared for, and given that i am the caregiver myself, living alone with my toddler, u guess if i get it xd u have ample reasons to feel that way, and breaking the surface in ur case is a tricky task, but well, u need to find ur way up. can i help u?

Come on, Kitty.

You have lots to live for.

You're a pretty woman. You have nice hair. You're a decent person.

I believe you can get a boyfriend, if you so desired.

Especially since my dad died, I hate it when young people talk about killing themselves. You're about ten years younger than me---so you count as a "young person."