Can I die?

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Like right now? I really can't do this anymore.

I'd rather you didn't.

This is a place of support. You've just arrived. Read a bit and something may click. Take care.

Is there something specific making you feel like this?

there is a big difference between "i dont want to live" and "i want to f*****g die". and dying isnt that easy. even when u really want to, when u are mindset and hellbent on it, still some part of ur mind quietly-quietly squawks - hey, how about we (do something like write a thread), and if at least 1 person answers, we dont go. like ya giving it 1 last look or something, only that it turns out to be 101 last look, and each time u are more set to stay than before. untill that s**t f***s off. here is ur signal, stay tonight, stay tomorrow. stay.

I've asked the same question before, it would be absurd if there were a rational answer. Nothing actually rules out the possibility of completely reversing the causes of your discomfort.

As long as you live you can change things.

I don't want to change things. You can't erase autism/whatever brain malfunction I have anyway. I've never asked for life in the first place, it should be a legal human right to end it.

Well you're asking for something else that no one alive can really tell you about, much less recommend. If you're concerned about not being able to exercise your rights, this inquiry represents the surest way to prevent you from doing so.

There's just as little point to erasing your brain as there is in letting it go idle. I wasn't referring to changing yourself, only your circumstances.

Why you gotta me nasty to people?

If somebody calls me a Simpleton---I'll get really mad....

I just buried my dad. Seriously, I don't feel like hearing about any more damn death any time soon.

I don’t blame you. My dad passed away two months ago.

Sorry, no, not right now. You still have lots of life yet to live.

I get that it feels as though it will never end, you've no way out of where you currently are, but that's just not reality.

Talk. Let us know where you are at, what things are you focusing on.

It gets really boring after a while. "No you can't die, you still haven't tried everything!! !" when that's just plain bs. I don't want to try, there's nothing on this earth that would make me want to stay alive. Not a person, not a thing. I don't want to live but yet I can't even say it out loud because I am belittled.

you are here for a reason, even if said reason is not plain now. rather than leave without trying harder to find out the reason, bear another day, maybe a bit of the reason will show itself to you. repeat as necessary.

this place is meant to support. and we are trying to help u, as we can. while u are snarling at us, even insulting us. wrong approach. wrong attitude. dont like help, dont ask for it. im not here to be insulted, i dont think others are. i will not be answering u again. guardian demon, out.

So it's our parents' fault.