i relate, and feel very sorry that u have to go thru this, and in this time of year
dogs i grew up with both went by cancer. they;ve been operated multiple times, but it kept coming back.
grief will subside, with time. take that time. loss needs to go it's course. see u on the other side.
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.