Suicidal

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Every day I consider killing myself. All my life I've been looked down on by people, people walk all over me.

Even if you feel like no one cares for you, fifasy, you are valued here! You matter to us!

You matter to me too. Because every person has inherent value regardless of their Mistakes and bad deeds. (except criminals and such i mean)

None of us know what the future holds for us. You can't say you'll never find love.

I'm not giving up and you shouldn't either.

I have things to say but no one will listen. Well, at least you aren't me. Then you can be happy.

I will listen!

I am struggling to sleep. Worn out.

Hugs

many of us get that, as u could know. it passes. hold on.

I hope you feel better soon. There are definitely people who would miss you.

Please don't kill yourself.

You are very well-liked here.

How come you're feeling sad?

Try to find a hobby or interest to distract you. Also try improving your diet. I'm a believer in the old fashioned theory of humours; fleeting suicidal thoughts can be caused by something as simple as an ill humour induced by an empty stomach. I know this from personal experience. The trouble is, that almost everybody has a bad diet today, because of the nasty, poisonous additives in our food. Avoid ready meals, try to buy fresh organic ingredients and avoid fluoridated tap water. Avoid GMOs and MSGs.

I'm a social outcast. I'm too posh to fit in where I live. I am poor but did not grow up in poverty. I'm afraid of the people around me. They don't like me because I'm not tough and I'm sensitive.

I feel sort of the same way.

If people don’t like you for the way you are, and you’re not expressing disdain for them, their supposed disdain for you is their problem, not yours.

fifasy

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. One thing I can suggest for emotional support and a means of companionship: would you be interested in getting a dog? A dog would give you lots of love, add structure to your day and get you out of the house on your worst days. Most people will be kind to you if you're with a dog and it's an opportunity to meet others in the park or at training classes, etc. A cat would also be helpful emotionally, although you wouldn't be out of the house as much.

I've learned to dissociate as much as possible from the vultures in my neighbourhood. I do have agoraphobia but I'm able to get out every day with my dog (and recently, also listening to music on my headphones). Nothing else matters. I don't care about people, as harsh as that may sound. Just take care of yourself and your own needs.

Hugs