I really hate people right now.

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Seriously, it's a good thing I'm not standing in front of a magic button that would detonate every bomb on earth right now. I want to destroy this corrupt world so f*****g badly and everybody in it including myself!

what happened twiz? vent at me

here, have some motivational music

For starters today is just one of those really bad days for me. My bipolar medication isnt working right, my mom is on another one of her pointless power trips today and driving me crazy like today she literally forced me to get off the toilet while I was taking a s**t just to tell her if I wanted a hamburger or chicken sandwich and now she's upset with me for rightfully getting mad about that. My country is getting worse and not better between our bad economy and our new a**hole president, I'm sick and damn tired of atheists mocking religous people and calling them idiots and then accusing ME of being a bigot towards them when I call them out on that s**t, I'm fed up with people from other countries making me feel bad for being an American or Americans making me feel bad because I'm not patriotic about my country AND because I live in the deep south which is apparently supposed to be the most evil and racist part of the country, and I am just so god damn sick of the fact that my life has not turned out the way I wanted it to because I have aspergers and bipolar disorder. I've had dreams that I'm never going to fufill I'm never going to live on my own and make my own choices in life, I'm never going to get the chance to visit Hawaii or Japan while my mom, other brother, and sister get to visit places like Guatemala, Nicaragua, Mexico, The Bahamas, and Madagascar as part of their college, and I'll probably never have a family of my own.

And now I just found out one of our cats has lukemia and has to be put down and our other cats were exposed.

GOD I HATE MY LIFE!

I think you should separate that lot into two groups. First the things that matter.

I'm really sorry about your cat

Your mum is annoying because you're scared you might never get to move out on your own.

You're worried you won't get to fulfill much of the hopes you had for yourself such as traveling.

I don't know your circumstances but if your meds are not working then you might be looking at everything in the

worse light possible. I don't have bipolar but I did not leave home until I was 33 due to my OCD and anxiety and

limited money despite living with my dad being very difficult but I did do it in the end and things have gone well in

that regard. Some of my dreams I have let go of due to my autism ect but not all and I have replaced some with

more small scale ambitions.

As for the other stuff, stop watching the news, it's depressing as s**t, and if anyone dislikes you just for being an

American they aren't worth being liked by anyway. You don't need to justify your Americaness or lack of it to

anyone.

Not just "right now"

so u do have quite reasons to go orbital. being bugged when i am doing my basic needs is enough for me, tbh. it will blow over, u know it. while it had not, ya, just need to vent it. ur mother really should f*****g learn consideration... (cant say about the stuff with politics, i live in another country and we have our own s**t here). please hold on. want more music?_)

Come on, buddy. You have us on WP who truly care.

And all that exotic stuff you collect.

You never know what the future holds.

Next time, just tell your mother you’re in the bathroom. You have the right to privacy there.

I do not "hate" all "people"

There are exceptions

But many people think they are exceptions, and there are not many exception

But maybe I really don't hate everyone as much as I hate myself. I just feel so pathetic.

sometimes u say it and they dont listen. sometimes they think they have an exclusive right to get in ur face any time they want. like short here said, ya. and then they play offended when shown they dont.
twiz, u are not patetic. no f*****g way. u are flipped, and u had a reason for it. come on. u know u get on ur own good side some time after, u need to hold on. we are here for u.

I've just had a really bad day today and all my anger about little stuff as well as big stuff has come out at once.

And even though I love most of you guys here on WP some members here really get under my skin sometimes when they say something that rubs me the wrong way. And I'm not so oblivous that I can't tell that there are some people here who simply don't like me because of what I say. In fact I know of at least two members for sure who hate my guts because they PMed me and told me so.

hehe, should i post screenshots of what my hate club guys write to me?))) (not here btw, mods, relax)
troll them. or ignore them. but dont let it get under ur skin. ya, somebody wont like u, because u are not 100 dollars to be loved by everybody, right? part of life. omit, proceed)
(also i see that u went from rage to rumination. if ur rounds resemble mine, next will be "feel tired afh")

Why would anybody hate you?

I think it’s THEIR problem.

haters gotta hate))) and ya i totally make it THEIR problem ^^

Yeah I am SO Joan Crawford! (minus the child abuse)