hey. look at me. this happens. i know that feeling. those hungry shadows take a LOT of fire to fight off, and they allways return. this usually indicates ur mind stumbling on some old emotional trauma that was not resolved/healed. and sometimes u cant remember what it was, so u feel "phantom" pain, that actually has a solid, even if invisible, reason. u need to try to remember. to find the sourse. there allways is something. if u look into the shadows long enough u'll see what casts them. im sorry, i really should have more sleep to be more eligible. my ability to form text is currently hindered. i want to help.
feeling of empty, feeling of fake, it quite fits in derealization pattern. also, emotions during depression can be too much. and too much negative, yes. depression doesnt equal freeze. tho usually freeze happens after too much emotion deployed.
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.
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