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08 Jul 2019, 12:16 am

I'm learning about the results of a year of internship work this week. It's a lot of pins & needles to say the least. I have no idea what my motivation exactly is, save for keeping up with my friends.

Please let Monday be canceled... 8O


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08 Jul 2019, 11:41 am

Hope everything went well for you. Sorry no one replied.



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08 Jul 2019, 1:04 pm

I have to wait indefinitely to learn if I get hired. I'm not doing a lot for a Monday but I shouldn't anyway, this is really uncomfortable.


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08 Jul 2019, 1:08 pm

I'm physically uneasy about this. My job could be worth as much as some college degrees for me & I have no idea what's going on.


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08 Jul 2019, 6:54 pm

At least I can take a break around the building for a while. Being an engineer is really lonely though. I should take the afternoon off while my workload is low.


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08 Jul 2019, 9:54 pm

Hoping you get the news you want soon. Waiting is the worst!


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08 Jul 2019, 10:13 pm

((cberg))


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08 Jul 2019, 10:39 pm

I hope you get it!



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08 Jul 2019, 11:23 pm

It's hard to sleep & I'm still at my friend's house watching youtube, I have to go home & sleep before another AM meeting.

:shaking2:


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08 Jul 2019, 11:28 pm

cberg wrote:
It's hard to sleep & I'm still at my friend's house watching youtube, I have to go home & sleep before another AM meeting.

:shaking2:



I'm a firm believer in 'no news is good news'. :P Good luck, cberg!


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09 Jul 2019, 1:25 pm

At least the work itself is going alright for now. I might even get out early again today. I don't feel great about working short hours but I'm too preoccupied to fill 8 hour days with busy work rather than necessary engineering stuff, our development cycle is starting slow this week.

I'll get some news & another job sooner or later. Money isn't a huge problem, save for the huge problem that is worrying about it anyway because it could all be gone so fast. At least I like 3D graphics enough to keep at it, even if I lose this job. I'm scared of working too much to keep my social life, it's made me really withdrawn lately.


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