...A problem with a walker is: (1) it makes you crouch. With a crutch you can stretch yourself. I have enough problems with my back already
. (2) You sure have to carry a lot too. Especially being homeless, I have to/get inclined towards carrying so much with me
. That dtrai s my body too. I have these pains now
- They may be partly bedbugs, from here in this shelter. And I have these pains in my jae
.
If I get that windfall money I was speaking.of in another line, maybe try to get an apartment of some sort, so that, if worse comes to worst and I only have some months left, I could.try to enjoy myself - in.my.lonely.lavk-of-docial-skills Aspie way
- with some reading and watchinlisyeming/biewing at the end, even if the going to uni will never be
. Or, if I'm propelled onto " respectable recently.homeless ' and don't die.soon, maybe I'llseem.nice enough.for Social Services to help
.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!