I feel fragile.

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I have concerns...Not sure it is wize to open up.
I am a bit unsure if I have put my foot in it. But I can't say anything incase I have not. And while I am a bit panicky and edgy, I struggle to retain information, which means I may test people patience to the limits, and the more I feel I am doing this, the more I try to put things right and the I do this, the more I mess things up and test everyones patience...
But if I open up I may reveal what it is that I am concerned about where all maybe fine as it is.

I am also feeling like I could be being secretly assessed via what I have written on this site...
Just me being parannoyed.

Strangely, I am very quick thinking at the moment. Very unlike me. Why am I able to think so fast? My mind is going like a fast typrwrighter at the moment. My Mum used to type fast. I think 160 wpm or 140 or was it 180? I don't remember. She used to do lots of typing work for people.

I am normally a slow but bery deep thinker.
At the moment my mind is quick! Very quick! But it is like I am jumpy. Not calm like I usually am. Strange...

I am ok though. I am fine. I just recognise when I feel like this that I need to not do anything... I mean... Well. In the past when I have felt like this but worse, I have made silly mistakes.

So, I am aware of this... So I am careful.

All is fine.