Always feel like others are wishing the worst for me

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It’s always on my mind that people I’ve clashed with or had disagreements with are wishing the worst for me and don’t want me to succeed. They want me to stay in the same place and suffer because I am a “loser” or an “idiot” or they no longer want to help me so they hate me. I especially feel this way about someone at work who has made me hate my job. She always finds something to get onto me about no matter how trivial it is, always speaks in a sarcastic tone to me, and has talked s**t as well as lied about me to others. I am pretty sure she mocks me outside of work and wishes only ill will for me.

Feeling like that is anything but unusual among people with very low self esteem.

If they think the worst for you, don’t give them the satisfaction.

(((((Hugs for Marknis))))).

Are you sure this isn't the depression tainting your thoughts?
Clinical Depression is very difficult and challenging to experience and try and deal with.
I agree with what has been said above, in that most people would not spend their time actively planning or wishing harm on others, or on people they don't like.
I can personally appreciate how difficult it must be for you to think otherwise, given you're experiencing depression.
It's actually very difficult to "snap out" of that way of thinking (ie: it's not as easy as some may make it out to be)
Sometimes further help is needed like medication, and/or Therapy.
*(I'm not a Professional/this isn't Professional advice)*

I understand you're seeing a Counsellor. I hope they are helping you with those thoughts and beliefs?

I'm very sorry to hear about the Collegue at your work, who's making your work place uncomfortable.
I really hope you are feeling a bit better than yesterday.