Meltdown at the denstist's office.

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I I managed to get the freezing stuff injected into me but then when the dentist tried to used the drill I just lost it and started crying and freaking out and I had to have my mother come and pick me up, but she wouldn't leave me alone and kept asking what was bothering me and what could be done and all it did was make me even worse. And I yelled and screamed and cried and told to just go home to her husband and when she said she loved me I finally told here that I can't feel love or happiness, it's all fake and I'm sick of faking it.

I'm a total failure. This whole week has been a reminder of what a failure I am and it built and built and I couldn't talk about it and had to pretend I was fine. The stress of having to get a filling just put me over the edge and I couldn't even get that done so my mouth being frozen was a waste of time and I have to back again before the cavity gets worse and it needs to be pulled which would be a lot worse than a filling. And now I've ruined everything, like my relationship with my mother, and I should go to sleep and never wake up.

Why I was a born female? If I had been born a male I wouldn't have to worry about my safety anywhere near as much as men. I wouldn't have to worry about pregnancy and PMS and menopause and breast cancer and incel terrorists or people calling horrible names and sending me death threats for being good at a video game. I wouldn't be pressured into wearing makeup or dresses or being nice and sweet to everyone, even they are a disgusting creep. And I wouldn't feel as invisible or non-existent because I'm a female aspie.

I want to have a career in drawing cartoons or writing stories but there just isn't way for me to find a way how I never finished high school so I'm a loser I should just die. I hate my body, my life, my age, everything is horrible.

AND SCREW YOU WP ALL YOU DO IS REMIND ME HOW IF I LIKE ANYTHING IT'S WRONG AND BEING AUTISTIC IS WRONG AND THE WHOLE WORLD HATES US AND WANTS US TO BE NORMAL. YOU SUCK!! !!

You are not a failure, you're human. We humans make mistakes and are imperfect. I think it's awesome that you're really good at video games! We see you, I see you. I always look forward to seeing what you have to say and I absolutely love your humor, you're very funny! I hope you feel better soon and we have faith you'll be able to get through the anxiety and get your tooth taken care of. Once it's done, it's one less worry and you can return to normality. You can do it!

Tooth fillings are stressful, for sure. Hope you can get some rest and feel better soon.

My teeth are ruined due to a combination of teeth grinding ,poor dental hygiene and a degree of dental phobia which meant I didn't go to the dentist regularly . I cope better if someone comes with me .

First visit to the dentist at the age of 4 or so: I flipped out and it took several people to hold me while the dentist did his thing.

I'm not keen on the drilling they sometimes do. I can often sense the grinding .

I can understand fully why you had a meltdown lostonearth .