Where do I fit in?

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I can't seem to find anyone or anywhere that I fit in. I wasn't a good enough husband so my wife left me. It seems the nice smart women aren't attracted to me only the ones who think I look like a "bad boy". I'm the weird awkward guy with tattoos at work. Everybody else has their birthday at least recognized at work but somehow I was overlooked (That isn't that big of a deal because I would not like a bunch of people trying to shake my hand). I've been told by the couple of friends I have I can come across abrasive when I am just trying to help. I am too edgy i guess because of how I look for the geeky people and too geeky and smart for others. I suck at eye contact and I am socially awkward. I feel I am unique and interesting and have a great story to tell. It is hard to build any kind of connection to others. Does anyone else feel like this ever?

I kind of did it to myself I guess because instead of trying to hang out with people I tend to want to isolate myself and sit reading or doing qwerty stuff. I am who I am I guess. I try to be nice and talk with people sometimes it just seems like I don't exist or something I don't know?

I wish everyone was a robot so at least I feel I could I have a clue as to what is going on sometimes.

Sorry for ranting it was a long week.

You are what you are. I am what I am.